Yesterday, I wrote about discovering that the pedophile who abused me has died. At the bottom of that […]
child sexual abuse
Recently, I discovered that Monster #1, the sadistic pedophile who sexually assaulted me for a year, is dead. […]
I don’t follow any religion. You know how people say, “I’m spiritual, not religious?” Well, that’s not me. […]
I’ve never known anything besides being female, but based on observing human behavior, it must be pretty nice […]
Hello there, people. It’s been a while… again. As I often do when I feel like I should […]
I cannot forgive–neither the pedophile nor my family for not protecting me–so I cannot move on. I’m not […]
On March 16, 2015, I slammed into a wall. That wall was the death of my beloved. Fifteen […]
One day, I will throw off my past and use the awful things I’ve experienced to truly help […]
I don’t believe in luck. Well, to be fair, it’s not luck in particular I don’t believe in; […]
The hardest thing about losing the person you loved and trusted most in the world is keeping the […]
Had I given any thought to the name of this blog, had I considered that it would still […]
I am a word nerd. I love digging around in the English language to find ridiculous words. I […]
In the wake of my most recent tragedy–the death of the love of my life–I’ve heard a lot […]
He nearly killed me and the strange thing is, I wanted him to. I just wanted it to […]
This guest post was originally published on Behind The Mask Of Abuse in June of 2013. Since that […]
Most people probably don’t feel or consider themselves normal–I am a beautiful and unique snowflake, yadda yadda–but I […]
Fish Of Gold 